High is the moon tonight, hiding it's guiding light

 So, if level one left my thighs and butt sore, level two is here to extract revenge on my shoulders.  Still, the jeans are fitting the tiniest bit better, and I still have 15 days to go.  I just eed to stop eating so bad!! Story of my life. I think I can, I think I can...

2 finals next week, and this semester is over.  Just need to, you know, actually study for them. :/

I hate the weekends. It's super nice not to have class or work, but I also have no structure to the day. Things I should be doing don't get done, and I always break my diet so badly... I NEED TO STICK TO MY MEAL SCHEDULE!!! I know that I can get comfortably down to a 12 for Christmas, and a 10 for graduation. I just need to not ruin it with weekend cheating...

I only have 3 more weeks of C25K left. It feels awesome to have stuck with the program. I ran for 25 min today, never would have thought that was possible. It's amazing what I can do when I don't quit!! And I really intend to keep up with running 3x a week next semester. Maybe even upping it to an hour? That would be such a huge achievement.

I am going to start the 30 Day Shred the day after Thanksgiving. It really only gives me 29 days before Colorado, but I don't think that one day is going to matter in the scheme of things. If only I hadn't signed up for the Texas game... I'm really excited to start, but also a little scared. It's just one more reason I want it to be after Thanksgiving already...

I currently weigh 186. This is crazy, I'm pretty sure I was 15 or so last time I was this light. And I felt so fat, then!! Only 13 more lbs until I don't qualify as overweight anymore, I am so ready. Possibly I'll have amazing results with the Shred, but either way, as long as I watch myself over the break, I bet I can manage that by the time spring classes start.

So I am full of motivation for exercise and weight loss right now, if I can just stop myself from eating. Too bad I have no school motivation. But in another month that will be pretty much done, too, so whatevs.

I CAN DO THIS!!

I got Netflix.  So begins the summer of Stargate: Atlantis.

I think I want to buy a fish.  But I am always very sad when they die, and I'm not fantastic at taking care of them.  Mostly I am very bored, and keep going to stores and things to try and pass time.  Then I end up spending money i don't necessarily have.  I need a job, but I can't apply until I know for sure if I'll have to take summer school.

I should know grades in 48 hours...

Please, God, let me have passed math.  I have plans for the summer, and cannot afford to take summer school.

I should be all kinds of studying calculus right now.

( But! )