High is the moon tonight, hiding it's guiding light

Ow

Thu, 08 Dec 2011 18:17:23 GMT

So, if level one left my thighs and butt sore, level two is here to extract revenge on my shoulders. Still, the jeans are fitting the tiniest bit better, and I still have 15 days to go. I just eed to stop eating so bad!! Story of my life. I think I can, I think I can...

2 finals next week, and this semester is over. Just need to, you know, actually study for them. :/

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Sat, 26 Nov 2011 22:30:33 GMT

Ugh, yesterday I ate so bad. But, I have been good today, just had a delicious snack of Kashi crackers and clementines, and it will be homemade soup for dinner. I think I have sufficient food for the week, so as long as I don't have to go to the store I probably won't cheat this week. :)

Day 2 of the Shred today... I'm definitely sore, but not as much as I was lead to believe. So either I'm already stronger than I though, or I'm not doing it right... Hopefully the first. :) Maybe tomorrow, if I'm feeling strong, but def on Tuesday I am going to start adding in BFBM on the days I don't have to be anywhere too early. And hopefully the slight backache won't hang around.

27 days until I see the parents. I wish I had been more diligent in the summer, and was less stressed now...

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Motivation

Mon, 14 Nov 2011 03:05:35 GMT

I hate the weekends. It's super nice not to have class or work, but I also have no structure to the day. Things I should be doing don't get done, and I always break my diet so badly... I NEED TO STICK TO MY MEAL SCHEDULE!!! I know that I can get comfortably down to a 12 for Christmas, and a 10 for graduation. I just need to not ruin it with weekend cheating...

I only have 3 more weeks of C25K left. It feels awesome to have stuck with the program. I ran for 25 min today, never would have thought that was possible. It's amazing what I can do when I don't quit!! And I really intend to keep up with running 3x a week next semester. Maybe even upping it to an hour? That would be such a huge achievement.

I am going to start the 30 Day Shred the day after Thanksgiving. It really only gives me 29 days before Colorado, but I don't think that one day is going to matter in the scheme of things. If only I hadn't signed up for the Texas game... I'm really excited to start, but also a little scared. It's just one more reason I want it to be after Thanksgiving already...

I currently weigh 186. This is crazy, I'm pretty sure I was 15 or so last time I was this light. And I felt so fat, then!! Only 13 more lbs until I don't qualify as overweight anymore, I am so ready. Possibly I'll have amazing results with the Shred, but either way, as long as I watch myself over the break, I bet I can manage that by the time spring classes start.

So I am full of motivation for exercise and weight loss right now, if I can just stop myself from eating. Too bad I have no school motivation. But in another month that will be pretty much done, too, so whatevs.

I CAN DO THIS!!

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Tue, 01 Nov 2011 02:29:37 GMT

I'm sorry, I didn't realize it had to be "interesting."

Fuck this noise.

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Thu, 21 May 2009 23:12:58 GMT

I got Netflix. So begins the summer of Stargate: Atlantis.

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Wed, 20 May 2009 20:15:10 GMT

I passed!!!!!!! Only barely, but still. Road trip is go!

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Mon, 18 May 2009 02:08:29 GMT

I think I want to buy a fish. But I am always very sad when they die, and I'm not fantastic at taking care of them. Mostly I am very bored, and keep going to stores and things to try and pass time. Then I end up spending money i don't necessarily have. I need a job, but I can't apply until I know for sure if I'll have to take summer school.

I should know grades in 48 hours...

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Sun, 17 May 2009 11:54:57 GMT

It's very difficult to update my status on Facebook to reflect my current mood when Facebook WON'T LET ME LOG IN. So I'll do it here.

lady_anarial hates Facebook. :)

And D said she would buy me the original Sims collection! Assuming my laptop will support it...

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Mon, 11 May 2009 23:00:27 GMT

Please, God, let me have passed math. I have plans for the summer, and cannot afford to take summer school.

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Sat, 09 May 2009 10:16:10 GMT

Sometimes I forget that I no longer live in the dorms or with my parents. If I don't want to be asleep, I don't have to be!

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And so it begins.

Thu, 07 May 2009 21:38:51 GMT

I should be all kinds of studying calculus right now.

( But! )

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How very annoying.

Tue, 05 May 2009 10:54:17 GMT

Writing is much easier with paper and pencil; staring at a blank screen is depressing and stressful, whereas a blank page is a blank canvas.

The problem is, I now have to go back and type up my entire paper that I've already written. Grr.

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Mon, 04 May 2009 22:42:36 GMT

( I think... )

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Dreamwidth!

Sun, 03 May 2009 19:26:49 GMT

This should be fun. I am going to do my absolute best to actually post to this journal.

Right now I should be writing a final paper for sociology. But I really don't want to. Accursed school, taking up my time.

And I need to figure out how to do cuts.

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